this is what i feel right now. so sad.
I think about you all the time. Sometimes the smallest things remind me of you. I’m not always great at expressing it, and sometimes I am confused by my own thoughts and emotions. But believe me, you’re on my mind.
you said you don’t think you ever knew the true me.
you’re right. i’ve kept a piece locked away. for the piece that you’ve kept, locked away.
maybe those pieces fit.
i beg you to remember how you felt when it was good. because when it was good, it was as near happiness i’ve been.
I hope one day you get to love someone like you love breathing air or drinking water. Like they are fundamental to your existence, needed and necessary.
I hope you get to love like gravity loves, like the sun loves the earth.
Like warm sunlight upon soil that makes plants grow.
I hope one day you get to love like that.
I know I have.
The scariest thing you can think of, is giving up the thing that kills you. The thing you can’t live without.
part of me is so hopeful. the other part, as always, is afraid.
i don’t want to be afraid anymore.
it’s not that i’m losing faith in you. it’s that i’m seeing the faith you’ve never cared to have, in me.
make an impact
live free of fear
dream & achieve
fight for beliefs
happiness is a choice